Since I was about fifteen years old, I knew something was different. Not in the way all fifteen year olds feel different, but in a way that made me feel inhuman. I would do anything I could to make people like me. I felt any possible slight so strongly, it crippled me. [...]
Entries Tagged as 'Personal'
Changes
November 27th, 2009 1 Comment
I “redesigned” gordonbonnar.com this morning. Oh, and by redesigned, I clicked on a different template and then spent an hour shifting things around. Coding is HARD, I think I’ll take a break.
While on said break, I’m going to really hunker down and decide what I want to do with this website and how to get [...]
What I want to be when I grow up
October 3rd, 2009 No Comments
I often think about other careers I could see myself in and am continuously evaluating my current career-satisfaction against these other possibilities.
First, careers I dreamt of as a child:
Actuary – still follow this field and love risk management.
Doctor- I do not the think I am suited for the intensity of nmost fields, although I [...]
What’s that? I’m back!
September 29th, 2009 No Comments
Now, you may have heard me say this over and over before, but I swear that I am really back now. I am going to be trying my best to sto censoring myself and actually post more.
My two week experiment was a big failure. I’m chalking that up to solar flares. I will get [...]
Tags: Personal
It’s the little things
August 19th, 2009 No Comments
I meant to dedicate myself to this challenge of posting every day for two weeks to get myself back into blogging. Unfortunately, this hasn’t been possible for a couple of reasons.
The most prevalent reason is a combination of severe mood fluctuations as a result of medication changes. The second most salient reason is also [...]
Tags: mental health · Personal